The Unknown

The mystery in your eyes
I can’t begin to describe
I try to figure you out
Which seems to get harder with out a doubt
I move two steps closer and you throw me for a loop
I feel like you are a war and I am a troop

In the army of frustration and confusion
But giving up is not part of my conclusion
So I push harder to solve your mystery
Hoping that one day I don’t become just a part of your history
Another notch on your belt of problematic relationships
Boy don’t you know im trying to make your heart do back flips

I want to be the solution to your problem in life
You never know I might could be your wife
I not saying im looking for marriage right now
Figuring you out is what im trying to get down
I want know you inside and out
I want to know what you are really about

How you really feel when you are with me
I wanna know what in me you see
That makes you call or text me every day
The psychological mind games you choose to play
From every intelligent conversation
To keeping me on my toes with every temptation

The question is how long is this going to last
I still got doubts from my list called the past
From being lie to, cheated on, and abused
Mistreated, verbally and physically used
I don’t know if I can take another heart break
But I guess that comes with the risk Im deciding to take


My feelings that are developing I can’t pretend
Nor do I want them to end
But I’ll be damn if I let you win
And you be added to the list of a has been
I know it seems like I want a lot
But being a woman with a good heart is all I got

So here I am trying to learn
To gain your trust I hope I earn
Trying to turn you from being my boo
To being something that’s deeper and true
But im struck in this trapped you set for me
So im trying to get you to help understand and see

Im struck in the unknown thought of you

Addiction

Eyes so deep full of mystery
Lips so soft and full of lust for me
Words so sweet they melt like heresy kisses candy
Body so strong
Every muscle wrapped in soft smooth dark brown skin
I can’t help the way you make me feel

From when I looked into your eyes
Your hands touching my thighs
I knew you had me at hello
But I played it cool and kept it mellow
I knew the trouble I was getting into
I could see right though you

The lust deep down inside
Your thoughts of me you keep trying to hide
Emotions running deep
And I can feel the heat
It rising every time im near you
You being all mines how I wish it was true

Wish I could have you here all the time
I feel your heart beat next to mine
Your rough tender embrace
Oh how it makes my heart race
Whenever the encounter ends I realize it has only begun

I can’t seem to fight the addiction